Watch the destiny of a star attentively
When a corner loneliness, have one quiet turbulent Chao Cheng, make and hit me; One kind is moved and congealed and formed not to have, ignorant, I; Sad to come from it, with a kind of tears, tear me; Can not extricating oneself in one kind is being bitter, have a headache for looking for reason to grow.
Someone says, see whether a person is happy, it depends on the expression in instant of waking up of his dream in early morning. One’s own facial expression in an instant that I wonder naturally, but I certainly know the attention of an instant: How should I live on today? I pass by a section of sufferings not short, I have had a of neither full nor simple loneliness, only this section of seemingly well-off life, make me unable to catch the life.
Study, read ” takes a bosom friend in life, it is enough ” each time ,Think, is the ancient’s appetite did ever so small? Endless life, how much good-looking boys and girls counterpart does it have, have how much skillful craftsman teacher for the friend, He Yan ” needs a bosom friend’s foot ” ? Cross the bustling with activity downtown area, escape from ” asks, drink ” of the cheerful chatting all over the sky ,Know this maxim, it is sad how much is condensed.
Laugh at oneself, count on the large stretch of nihility of one that I wake up in the dream, certainly save oneself too. It is good too to be proud life, frustrated, people’s thinking as usual, living is the great good fortune. I do not dare to give up the life easily, because I am afraid even if the living person has a bit sadness for me. Been thinking all the time, the happiness is the Peach Garden in the works of Tao Yuanming, very remote, more rare, never use easily “ Happy” To express one’s own life. Look through the book at leisure recently, see ” asks good fortune in the cangue in life ” ,Think with ” have great sorrow must have with great rejoicing ” people Come, comfort people, why need ” have, must have great sorrow while being with great rejoicing ” To alarm people? ” good fortune ” that so to think, feel again With ” unfortunate “ Even up in my mind. Different life
Life is the overall situation, kill it impassioned and forcefully, by laughing the affairs of human life off of vigorous warrior, or is killed frightened to deathly, the fame and gain that its attitude escapes latently with the remnants of a routed army, what do those have? It is a game after all.
Life is not the overall situation, because the chess board that it is different from seeing a dose of cloth and a son, different from the heart for amusement for a moment after dinner. Say like player, it is because successful to be many, pacify to first kind to try to escape reality the psychology life. Consider carefully in decades when oneself comes back to life, it is slaphappy not to have, it is like a dog with the tail between the legs not to be disappointed. Ordinary, only for a calm mood.
I wonder if it is the manners and morals of the time that have really changed, people’s natural instinct is just like this. I feel a kind of extrusion, one is held everywhere and is pinched off the extrusion gasping for breath. Do not conform to the feeling of the current political situation and embarrass I, fan’s messy hope which I grow everywhere. I look for the excuse for surviving desperately, the boundless and indistinct sea of faces, there are countless lives, but my life tree, I wonder where to stretch a exhibition leaf? The person changing day by day, the social environment changed day by day, the ones that seem to change in one night are the same, some of me make no adequate defense. Crowd, crowd, crowd. A baffled one crowd if shade follow me, I enliven ambidextrously, the thing dragged in the determined handle is given. Give, go out, I a lot of light, have to float root while being light while being such very. Look at vast long day, I watch one whereabouts of stars attentively. The falling and rising of it is such gentle disposition nature. The natural speech that I am gentle, need the reason too?
